Fuck this is the only place I’m safe from certain people. So starting with my rant. I met this guy. His name is…. Lets go with Mysteryman. So Mysteryman and I have been talk for a month now and I have only met him once. I really like this guy and the day we first met made me see that I want to be with you like OMG GOD FROM ABOVE!! You are gorgeous I am gorgeous. Lets get married. BUT ANYWAYS!!! Mysteryman doesn’t want to start a relationship just yet because of personal things and such. So since I care about him and do want to be with him I am respecting his boundaries and waiting for him. So here is where I’m like sad :’( he keeps pushing me away I feel. I try to make plans with him but he tries to swerve past in hanging out by implying things like “you’re to far, I got no money, don’t know how you or me is gunna get to one another…” Etc. ps buses do exist in our time so wouldn’t that be an option. Like I told him I would take a bus and he implied no. I invited him to my Talent show on Wednesday (I’m grade 12) and he said “I gotta work so maybe, remind me”……. Remind you…? Umm buddy. If you really liked me, I’m pretty sure you could remind yourself that the guy you like is performing and you should care about this and try your best to come. Not just say “remind me” saying that implies you don’t care about the important things others care about and you only really think of yourself. But that’s my rant. Hope you died from it. :)